Life is hard. We make plans, and God laughs. But just because we go through a storm doesn’t mean God will ever leave us. It’s normal to ask, “Why, Lord?” when things happen in our life that just don’t seem fair.
We have to understand that he knows what is best for us and that sometimes, the worst storms can have a beautiful rainbow in the end. That rainbow is hope and a promise from God.
I know there is someone out there right now who is hurting. Whether it’s health issues, financial problems, or other struggles. I am here to tell you that God is right by your side. I have felt his presence more than ever since the new year. I’ve watched his hand play in something that has really taken a toll on me, but you know what? He has talked to me through devotions, prayer, and music.
Was I still nervous and scared? Absolutely. But he never left my side. One night, I really just needed to calm my heart, so I Youtubed more Katy Nichole songs. Her song, “In Jesus’s Name (God of Possible),” is one of my absolute favorites, and I can never listen to it just once.
I came across a new song released in November 2024 called “When I Fall.” I hit play lying in my hospital bed, really needing to feel the peace and presence of God that night before going to sleep. As the song started to play and the lyrics ran across my phone screen, the words of this song had me speechless. It was like I wrote the song to him, or Katy knew my heart at the exact moment. I started crying as each lyric spoke more and more how I felt. (I want to note that I am really not an emotional person.) This song touched me in so many ways. God cradled his arms around me that evening, and I slept decently.
Listen, last year was a tough year. It was just something constant, and I felt overwhelmed and stressed. (This isn’t like me.) Your body can only take so much. We have to learn to stop and take time for ourselves before it takes a toll on our health. Slow down. Take time for our families. Our God. And friends that surround us. Stress can take a serious toll on your body, but you know who can help calm those nerves and give you peace?
Jesus.
Jesus can.
Jesus will!
I have to leave the lyrics to “When I Fall.” Please watch it on YouTube or find it on Spotify if you have a few minutes. A drive to work in the morning or listening right before bed can completely change your mood. Katy will speak to your heart through the many wonderful songs she writes herself. Instead of a recipe this week, I want to feed your soul with music. I promise it will touch you.
Remember, with all things through God, it is possible!
When I Fall
Lord, I can’t find You right now
And everything is crashing down
I’m losing faith and falling into my doubts
How long will I have to fight
Just for me to stay alive
I know You’re there, God please
Just meet me here tonight
My God, I’m tired of trying to be okay
I’ve prayed all the prayers I have to pray
Please don’t leave me lonely
My God, I need You to hold me
My God, I’m losing all the hope I got
I’m far beyond the point of being lost
I’ve tried, but I can’t let go
‘Cause God, You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
There’s hardly air in my lungs
With all the damage that’s been done
Lord, please sustain me now
I know You are enough
My God, I’m tired of trying to be okay
I’ve prayed all the prayers I have to pray
Please don’t leave me lonely
My God, I need You to hold me
My God, I’m losing all the hope I got
I’m far beyond the point of being lost
I’ve tried but I can’t let go
‘Cause God, You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
Lord, please help me now
My soul is crying out
My God, I’m tired of trying to be okay
I’ve prayed all the prayers I have to pray
Please don’t leave me lonely
My God, I need You to hold me
My God, I’m losing all the hope I got
I’m far beyond the point of being lost
I’ve tried but I can’t let go
‘Cause God, You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
You catch me when I fall
